A Simple Thing Called Love

10 GOOD REASON WHY I SHOULD NOT GO FOR OBS:
1) i cant msg her.
2) i cant msg her.
3) i cant msg her.
4) i cant msg her.
5) i cant msg her.
6) i cant msg her.
7) i cant msg her.
8) i cant msg her.
9) i cant msg her.
10) i cant msg her.

FOR FIVE FUCKING DAYS.

OTHER REASONS INCLUDE:
1) i look extremely fugly in specs.
2) i hate outdoor activities.
3) i am so gonna miss G.
4) i cant go online.
5) i am VERYVERY afraid of insects.
6) i am VERYVERY afraid of heights.
7) i simply do not wanna go.

but sadly, i have to go.
buhbye, world.

25 May 2006

9:31 PM

went to watch dvc tdae, like finally.
skye the genius sneaked us in.
me, hazie, adilah and shamini.
i got scared larh i tell you.
the movie was awesome.
and thr is smth cute abt silas man. ;D
saw G tdae.
she was looking cute but i was so scared to see her.
no i cant like her.
she likes someone else and will never like me man.
tmrw's the last day. (:
going sofia's hse after sch.
gotta pack for OBS.
i so DO NOT wanna go.
tskk. cant msg G for FIVE DAYS! ):
tmrw frm 0855 to 1005, i'll be in heaven.:D
an hour in pure bliss, after so long.
so i hafta look good for it.
off to bed for my beauty sleep.
falling deeper and deeper..

22 May 2006

8:42 PM

2.4km tdae.
sheesh, it sucked man.
i swear i wanted to faint after it ended.
i couldnt walk straight.
its the fastest i ever ran in 3yrs.
spent the whole day thinking abt G.
i think im falling deeper and deeper man.
thursday gonna watch dvc.
lib meeting tdae was good.
farah was being sucha angel. <3
and #26.
tsk. she makes me so happy at times and so sad at times.
she refuses to give me a chance.
why #26? dont you knw how much i love you?
okay larh.
need to work on emaths now.
really busy this week.

21 May 2006

7:29 PM

went to UPTLC tdae.
to support the tamil debate thingy.
WE WON! :D
while waiting for it to start,
i decided to try getting her number.
i was like, "whats that on your hp?"
and checked her contacts.
but she doesnt have her number dammit.
anw, its time i let go.
it'll never work out.
then later me and sofia couldnt find our way back.
walked here and there.
nivaa's parents brought us to the nearest mrt station.
went to tiong.
roamed arnd and ate lunch.
saw this cute butch tdae.
and she sorta said hie to me.
hee. :D
2.4km tmrw man.
tsk. shamita must pass okay!
singapore idol starts tdae.
whee~
did i mention that dick lee is HOTT? ;D

20 May 2006

8:50 PM

amaths lesson was horrible.
but pulled thru anw.
came back home and worried about OBS.
i dont wanna go, but i have to.
then cleaned out the wardrobe and stuffs.
so dirty man.
filed all wkshts and all.
then slept and juz woke up.
she isnt online today. ):
and she hasnt replied me.
tskk.
amaths hmwk to do man.
okay im off to watch tv now.

19 May 2006

11:33 PM

amaths lesson tmrw. argh.
cmon larh, exmas just ended?!
im so disappointed with my friends.
i thought they would understand how i feel.
about the whole chocolate thingy.
but turns out they didnt.
not even one of them.
i mean, i knw im still smiley and all.
but deep down, i was hurt.
or else why would i be crying after 12 at night?
tskk. they let me down.
and my mom.
im never forgiving her for this.
i mean, i dont hv feelings for her anymore.
but still, you knw, its juz close to my heart.
and i cant bear to lose it.
no other hersheys will be like the one she gave.
and im never getting it back, absolutely not.
anw she didnt come tdae.
i dont want her to come and yet i want her to come.
okay, its complicated.
but i dont hv feelings for anyone rite now.
including #26, or so i say.
but i think i like her.
and she isnt gonna like me back!
aiya fck it larh.
and hazie totally embarrassed me today.
she was like, "#26, shamita says hie"
i didnt okay!
i didnt see her reaction to that.
oh wells.
gonna slp now.
afckingmaths. ):

17 May 2006

9:37 PM

im very sad tdae.
hmt marks was okay but i wish i didnt do well.
coz i must share the same sorrow as my counterpart.
came to class and saw her teary eyes.
my heart shattered to pieces.
i badly wanted to console her.
but i juz couldnt. (afraid that she'll cry more)
so decided to send her anonymous notes.
and turns out she knows it was me.
i was so desperate.
seeing her upset broke my heart.
anw im the one gonna need comforting tmrw.
amtahs and emaths pprs back tmrw.
shamita, no breaking down in sch.

16 May 2006

9:08 PM

sch tmrw.
tskk.
dont feel like going to sch.
if results are being returned, it shd be english first.
i dun wanna go.
went to watch poseidon ystrdae wif sofia, hasnah and shamini.
nice movie.
and its juz my fate that she was doin smth int in sch.
which pple wouldnt do in sch.
shoots. and that bitches were talking to her.
why cant they juz go mug for o's? stupid bitches.
saw them at tiong too.
uh whatever.
if i see her again, im not gonna look down.
im gonna look up and be normal.
i must show her that i dont hv feelings for her.
im gonna be loyal to #26.
yeah, but its unlikely that she'll feel that way.
i will try harder and wait longer for her.
okay finally, pls dont let me see her tmrw.

12 May 2006

8:53 PM

mid yrs finally over.
i expected to be happy.
but no, im not.
tskk.
i can never look at her again.
it was just a silly dare which turned out serious.
now how am i gonna face her?
i stop myself frm thinking of her.
but she haunts me even in my dreams.
haiz.
i must show her that i dont love her anymore.
and ive gt a feeling im gonna end up in the principal's office if i dont stop crushing on her.
but shes so beautiful.
so beautiful that i cant stop myself from liking her.
okay no, i must show her that i dont like her.
I DONT LIKE HER.
and boredom's killing me.

05 May 2006

8:13 PM

lit was super screwed.
i didnt finish.
emaths was even more screwed.
paper 2 was just horrendous.
but i'll try harder next time.
must study lots this weekend.
just three more day shamita.
you can do it.
#26 says you can, so you can.
oh yeah, tdae went to see my car.
i mean, i go to see my car evry weekday.
but its not thr sometimes. ;D
i dreamt abt her this afternoon.
my dreams are ALWAYS abt her.
afternoon or night, its always her.
and she wore blouse tdae!
so i got chemistry with her.
okay, maybe not.
anw, i shall go mug now.
ciaoz.

03 May 2006

9:57 PM

shamita: ms ______..
HER: yo!
shamita: (looking down) uhm.. im sorry..
HER: why?
shamita: (STILL looking down) abt the running away thing..
HER: oh its okay.
shamita: yeahh.. i wont do it again..
HER: okay excellent. keep it up! -pats shamita on the back
shamita: -starts smiling away

:D
bio and social studies tmrw.
DEAR GOD,
PLEASE DONT ALLOW ME TO SCREW UP SS.
COZ SHE'LL MOST PROB BE MY MARKER.

02 May 2006

9:22 PM

sheesh.
whats with the jnrs man?
i absolutely do not like any jnr in THAT way.
you know, THAT WAY.
im in love with a woman twice my age dammit.
and maybe #26 too.
but #26 is so shy!
she talks but i dun hear what she says.
anw, R did smth stupid tdae.
SHE asked me if i wanted a relationship and SHE told me tht she is no longer int.
luckily i dint tell her that i love her or smth.
obviously i dont.
and why are thr so many pple talking abt me?
who is aisyah and how does she knw that i dont like short pple?
im in a total daze here.
hv i been buried in my books for too long already?
SOFIA LOVES MY #26.
i am so freaking pissed.
fine, take her.
she aint mine anw.
she spoke to me tdae.
no, not #26.
the other one.
yeahh, and i tink she knws i like her.
i was so scared of her and she asked me why i keep running away frm her.
i stammered and screwed up.
hehs. but i still love her.
and #26 too.
okay i shall decide to be loyal to one of them AFTER MIDYRS.
ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!

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